Okay, a lot a shit's been going on and I don't feel like writing it all down.  Suffice it to say that life has been crazysucky and I've only just managed to regain some semblance of sanity. 

To all my online friends friends...I'm so sorry for disappearing!!!

I didn't mean to worry you all.  I'll bet you are pretty mad at me.  I've got a ton of excuses but really it horrible of me for going poof like that.

If any of you still want to chat even though I've been an ass please let me know.  I promise to grovel profusely and let you yell at me to your heart's content. 

Yeah, so a lot's happened since my last update.  Let's see I got laid off and so couldn't go to the con. *tear*  After that I spent a few monts job hunting. In the process I had to spend all my savings and even had to borrow from the parental units.  Anyway, I finally got a job temping at a college.  I'm really enjoying the work and I think they'll ask to hire me.  If they do I can start repaying my folks.  

On another note, this random guy started chating with me the other night. Turns out he lives in the area and found my info on Literotica of all places. lol. 

Unfortunately, I went and got sick. So now I'm spending my three day weekend miserable.  I hate being sick. Blah.

Well, that's all for now. 

So, I finally decided I'm going to Orlando for AFOCon in August.  I'm saving for the plane tickets and Starry is covering the con tickets.  I'm totally excited to be meeting Starry and Dani in person.  We're going to crash at a hotel and probably get no sleep.  It'll be like those sleepvers I used to have in junior high and highschool.  I think my first con ever is going to ROCK!!!

I'm also going to Seatle in July for Ozzfest.  Carly is going with me and probably a bunch of my old gang.  Again it'll be tons of fun and a little nostalgic.  After all the last time I went to Ozzfest I was seriously dating James.  Now he's just a fuck buddy and really good freind.  

Portland has a con coming up in September over labor day weekend.  I'm trying to get Carly to come down for it.  Also Cale if you're interested you are also invited!!!  You guys can crash at my apartment free of charge and I'll even drive us to the con.  I hope you all decide to come.  

Hmm, I thin that's everything for now.  The rest of my life is same old sameold. You know, I work, hang with friends and pretty much everyda passes like the one before.  Peaceful, maybe a little boring but so much better then the haze of depression I used to slog throgh.  Now I'm just kind of content with moments of pure fun and happiness.

So it looks like Carly won't be able to go to Yaoi-con with me because of work. I'm not sure I can afford the trip on my own. Hotel rooms are spendy.  Damn, I was soo looking forward to going to my first con too.  I'll have to give up that dream unless I can find someone to split hotel costs with me.  Major suckage.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME 
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

*giggles* Yay!!!!  *runs away*

So it's been forever since I last updated. Sadly not much has happened.  My life is pretty boring. Oh well.

I want to go to Yaoi Con this year. It's being held october 26-28 in San Mateo, CA.  That's only a 10 hr drive from where I live.  If any of my lovely freinds are interested in going and want to share a room let me know.   

I'm also thinking of Going to Ozzfest this year.  Although they haven't yet gotten tour dates up for this year on the website.  It usually at Seatle around July or August.  

In other news I went and got me a Deviant Art account. Username is Angelsigma of course.  Mostly I wanted one place to keep all my writing. Be it fanfic, original fic, or works in progress.  

That about cover's it except to complain that my b-day is coming up in a week and I'm turning 27.  When did I get so fucking old?  I swear I should still be 18 or maybe younger.  *sigh* 

~Edit~
A freind just sent me this link.  Aparently I'm astrologically predetermined to be a bad driver!  XDD
http://articles.moneycentral.msn.com/Insurance/InsureYourCar/StudyLinksZodiacAndCarCrashes.aspx

( my xmas stocking )

Here is your X-mas present Suma-chan. I hope you enjoy reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it!

Title: Lap Dance
Fandom: Kingdom Hearts
Pairing: Axel/Demyx
Summary: Demyx starts a knew job and is welcomed by a fiery stranger.
Rating: M
Warnings: Yaoi AKA Boy/boy love, Explicit sexual content.

( Lap Dance )

Step One
Make a post (public, friends locked,filtered...whatever you're comfortable with) to your LJ. The post should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fandom-related ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.") The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.

Also, make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your LJ so that the holiday joy will spread.

Step Two
Surf around your friends list (or friends friends, or just random journals) to see who has posted their list. And now here's the important part: If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf—to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not—it's your call.

There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached.Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.

( My wishlist )

So, I've been writing a gravitation fanfic and posting it to ffnet but Ch 9 is a lemon and the site frowns on those. So, I'm posting the lemon here with a link posted at ffnet. Also, if you want to read the rest of the story go here http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3221468/1/ Last warning, the chapter posted before has graphic sexual content and shouldn't be viewed by people under the age of eighteen. Alright now that that's taken care of please enjoy.

( Bond )